Well it is finally here. I've lost Jacob to school days. He started out the day with me waking him up at 7:00am so that he could eat breakfast and get dressed for school. He usually sleeps in until about 8:00 or 8:30, so this was a rude awakening. When I woke him up he said "Mom, I didn't get to sleep very long. I just closed my eyes. It seems like I just fell asleep." I laughed to myself thinking that it is going to be a fun 13 years!
He then got dressed in which I had to talk him out of wearing his star wars shirt for the first day of school. We then walked him to the bus stop and waited for the bus. I definitely had to fight back tears as I saw him proudly walking down the sidewalk with his backpack. The bus finally arrived and after he got on I sneaked on the bus and yelled his name. When he popped his head over the seat, I took one last picture. Michael and I then drove to the school to meet the bus. I took pictures until it got to a point where he looked at me like "if you take one more picture of me I am going to take your camera and throw it across the room." He even wiped off the kiss on the cheak that I gave him before I left. I guess that will be the last time I will be able to do that in public! I slowly got the hint and decided that it was my cue to leave.
Josh on the other hand seemed very happy to have me all to him self again. I was really proud of him today as he never once posed a problem during Jake's school process. I think the highlight of his day is when we got home from the grocery store and he found out that he had been promoted to "door holder" when I bring in the groceries. It was a job Jacob took seriously and a fine job he did. Now it is time for Josh to take over this very important duty.
I feel like 5 years was just not enough time with him at home. I am so thankful that I was able to stay home with him during that time. Now my prayer for Jacob is that God help him find wisdom, knowledge, compassion and determination through his school years. I hope that he never loses his innocence, his beautiful spirit, gentle personality and values that we have instilled. I love him so much and want the very best for him.
When asked him about his school day, I got the guy answers: Yes, No and I don't know.


